VENTING

This summer seams so much harder then last summer.  I think back to last summer and life just seamed to go by so much smoother. I don't get it.  Our house is hotter then ever and i thought when we moved in it would be cooler down her in a basement but i was oh so wrong.  Last summer Matt and i made quite a bit more money because he was working like 3 times as much as he now. now he only gets like 2 to 3 hours a day which is not much.  It just seams like we have more bills this year and making less money.  This is a bad thing.  Matt and I try so hard to keep our credit card paid off and put money in savings which we are still doing but it just seams like our money is just vanishing and neither of us is really spending it.  (we do have money from 3 of Matt's pay checks that we have not used because we just really want to save so that's maybe why it feels like we don't have money when we really do, Please don't think we are super poor and starving cause we aren't i just need to vent my frustration.)
  One thing that i really wish for is that Matt could find a career job.  He just graduated so i know i have to be patient but it feels like we are just stuck.  I feel like we are not moving forward or backward we are just here.  I know it takes time to get a job so hopefully he will soon!  I really like my job and i am good at it so if he could get a job here that would be awesome but i don't think that will happen, but i am glad i get to do something i like and i am able to make enough money to pay rent, which is my whole pay check but at least it gets paid.  (i know that was a really long run on sentence)  anyways i feel better now, i think i just needed to vent a little.